Pressure

I recently got rid of this burden that has always been on my back and making me feel pressured lately.  I have always felt pressured to be the one to start a conversation or keep the conversation going because I hate awkward silences or awkward moments, they just make me feel so…awkward.  I think the reason why I felt this kind of pressure to strategize when talking to someone is because I’m usually a planner with certain things.  I am actually a pretty spontaneous person but with conversations I have to strategize every single thing I say, for example: I think of what I am going to say and then I imagine what the other person will say after what I just said.  Then I plan another response that will probably start a new topic that we could talk about and it just gets more and more complicated.

 

I went and talked to my madre about this weird pressure I have been feeling for quite a while and she was all like, “Woah, that sounds pretty complicated, you just need to chill and let the conversation flow by itself.  You know the whole conversation doesn’t depend on you, the other person you’re talking to is probably feeling just as awkward as you are.  The conversation feels way more relaxing if you just don’t think about it too much and just talk!”

 

After my “senpai” said that (heh..hehh), I felt way better.  Now I feel way more “chillaxed” conversing with humans.  Even if there is an awkward silence or there is nothing to talk about, well..that sucks, then you can tell all your friends about your awkward silence and it will be a funny story 😀 .

 

June 4, 2015June 4, 2015 by danielvlogger2014 Categories: Life, story, UncategorizedTags: awkward, awkward moments, blog, bored, boredom, break, bruden, burden, cafe, coffee, coffee shop, conversation, conversations, daniels life, end of school, happy, hobos, homecooler, homeless, indie, instagram, morning, Pressure, problem, problem solved, procrastinate, procrastination, read, sad, senpai, social, social media, starbucks, Story, summer, summertime, teen, teenager, true, truth, tumblr, weird Leave a comment

Procrastination Station

I am probably one of the worst procrastinators in the whole entire universe of universes.  It’s even harder to NOT procrastinate when your home schooled because when your home schooled it’s so easy to get caught up in something when your supposed to be doing school.  Like for example, I was supposed to do a history project that was due one day and it was like eight PM and it was due that night, so I thought to myself “Eh, I’ll start doing it at like 9:00 PM or something”.  So I was just surfing through every social media feed I had such as Instagrizzle (Instagram), tumblr, and Snapchazzle (Snapchat).  Then my mom said that we should watch an episode of Gilmore Girls (Don’t judge me, I find the show very interesting) and so I was like “Okay! Sureee” than we ended up watching like three whole freaking episodes that were like forty two freaking minutes each! Than I looked at the flippen clock and it was flippen 11:23 PM! I told my madre that I had to do a history project that was due that night and she was all like “Say WHAAT?! We have to get on that!” Thank Yeezuz my Madre was willing to help me because I think I would have got like a Z grade on overdue-ness.  I am actually writing this blog post instead of doing an english project I’m supposed to do (Fact of the night). And yet to this day, I am still a procrastinator and I am not proud. :’D I hope you enjoyed my story of coolness.  I will try and write more stuff 🙂

Good bye human beings ❤

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May 30, 2015 by danielvlogger2014 Categories: UncategorizedTags: boredom, boredome, cool, friday, goodnight, history, home schooler, homeschool, instagram, life, my life, night time, procrastinate, procrastination, read, school, snapchat, social, social media, station, Story, summer, teen, teenager, true, tumblr Leave a comment

Finding yourself

It really saddens me whenever I see people my age and older worrying about what others think about themselves.  I myself have definitely struggled with this same thing that many teenagers and adults even, struggle with.  Whenever I would wake up I would look through my wardrobe and pick what to wear, sometimes I would specifically not wear a scarf or not roll up my pants above my ankles because I would think that other people would think that I am weird or that I look funny, but I actually really liked that kind of style because I don’t know, I just liked it! For a while I would keep dressing “normal” so that people wouldn’t think I am weird or something, but I still got made fun of! so I thought to myself that It doesn’t even matter how I dress or how I act, people will still make fun of me.  So I finally started to find myself through out these experiences, some days I would wear a scarf and some days I would roll up my pants.  I know it sounds silly but we all start somewhere! After like a couple months I finally started to get way more comfortable with my style and my personality.

  You can’t please the whole world! there are always gonna be people that will disagree with you.   You shouldn’t care what other people think of you because if you dress a different way or act a different way, you are gonna be attracting people that aren’t your kind of crowd and if  someone doesn’t like your style than that’s their problem and that’s the kind of person that you wouldn’t want to be friends with or hang out with.  And it always feels great to be around people that support you and your style and you don’t have to be hiding anything.  If you tried to be like Everyone else than the whole world would be freaking boring because there would be no DIFFERENT people! everyone else in the world would be the same boring person, that’s why we’re all created differently.  Being confident of yourself is the best feeling in the whole freaking world.  It takes time to find yourself so don’t pressure yourself.

March 11, 2015March 11, 2015 by danielvlogger2014 Categories: LifeTags: advice, bedifferent, blog, bored, boredom, bulb, community, different, dress, fact, fashion, friends, help, hipster, idea, ideas, indie, life, like, mind, opinion, read, scarf, teen, teenager, teens, think, thinking, thoughts, true, truth, tumblr, write, writing Leave a comment